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buat kamu, dari gumamanku.

Aku ngga ngerti aja sama kamu yang sekarang. Self-centered abis. Like, this world is yours. And anything should like you want to be. Okay, everyone's changed. But not like this. You've turn to skeptical. And somehow i cant walk with you across this path. You choose your own pathetic life. You said you dont need S.O, you said you can stand by yourself, only yourself. You said women should be brave, no drama, and best way to live like that is to be single person. Whatevs. Once i drown on your drama-ocean. I felt you still same person; cute, do simple life, kind, lovely person. But no. Kamu nanggung. Bahkan dihal yang bener-bener kamu suka aja kamu ngga sepenuhnya into it. Aku ngeliat kamu orang yang ngga jelas lagi ngapain dan mau ngapain. I love you with all my heart, was. Tapi apa gunanya sih cinta sama orang yang ngga cinta sama kita? Platonic-love? That myth: kalo kita tetep nunjukin sayang kita, nanti dia juga bakal sadar dan sayang kita balik? No. Itu cuma rom-com. ...

My Last Post, My Last Mail

Dear Sweetheart... I've been sitting here thinking about all the things I wanted to apologize to you for. All the pain we caused each other. Everything I put on you. Everything I needed you to be or needed you to say. I'm sorry for that. I'll always love you, because we grew up together. And you helped make me who I am. I just wanted you to know... that there will be a piece of you in me, always. And I'm grateful for that. Whatever someone you become, wherever you are in the world... I'm sending you love. You're my friend to the end. Love, Ahong.